Yes, that’s right. Career’s are nonsensical in that they are 20th century inventions based on an outdated system of control. In fact, I think the entire concept of a career, or at least the mental connotations connected with the word, set everyone up for stress, hardship, or even failure. The idea is based on a linear system not unlike the linear system we have regarding material production: Resources are harvested, refined, molded, shipped, bought, used, and then thrown away. It’s a very unnatural system because as anyone can see, the world never works this way, but rather in elegant cycles that continuously flow. In this same way, a career is a modern invention that turns a human being into a product that can be used and thrown away.
On paper this sounds horrible. No one enjoys being used, however, the system is perpetuated on a made up societal idea of what “success” or what “happiness” is. Many people believe it’s money; others believe it’s material possessions (which is essentially another form of money); some conceptualize it as power. But the fact of the matter is, in the words of Alan Watts, “Life is a musical thing, and we are supposed to sing and dance while the music is being played.”
Too many people get wrapped up in this false idea of success and the problem is compounded by the societal belief that a career is the only vessel to get you there. Because of this, I don’t believe in retirement either. Retirement seems to me to be a concept very similar to heaven. If heaven is what keeps your heart beating every morning, then good for you. Everyone needs something. But when that concept takes over your feelings and emotions in the now, it becomes a virus or an infection. It festers and ruins your entire perception of the beauty that surrounds you at each passing second.
The system is set up under the premise of logic, but fails to prove true. The idea that there is some end to structured learning is evidence enough for me that the system is broken. I see this more and more especially being in the environment that I am in, that being a technical/job-oriented institute. I see software engineers, computer scientists, pre-med students, all going down the same exact path: debt. The reality of debt is a powerful tool. You owe something to someone else, and you must work hard to make ends meet. Today, millions of students in the United States are entering college by way of massive student loans which will help them land that job which will pay off the loans (and hopefully then some). You get far enough in quicksand, and there’s no hope of getting out unless you fully commit, sink, and find the bottom. Still then, few manage to survive. The kind of debt that haunts a vast majority of college graduates is astronomical in size and forces hand of the student to find a job and work it off. You -must- work. How wonderful a concept?
In this same way, back in the boom of capitalism, job seekers would often put out wanted ads proclaiming: Wanted! Married men. Usually they would exclaim that a married man is more capable of handling responsibility than one who is not. But with marriage comes figurative ties of debt. A married man has people counting on him. During that era, he would have a housewife, potentially with children who relied on him having a well paying job that would keep their lives easy. A man in this predicament isn’t very likely to quit a job, not show up on time, do a lousy job, etc because people are counting on him.
And yet this world is not set in stone and, in fact, is constantly changing. It’s how the world functions. Humans don’t like this, or rather we’ve evolved in some way not to like this, and modern society is a blatant disregard of nature’s law which states that everything changes. We may not like it, but people change. Tendencies change, ideas change, perceptions and hobbies change. So if you grow to change, and no longer appreciate the kind of work you do, what can you do?
At this point in the game, nothing.
There are no tools given to you by the system to help you. Go back to school? Who will give you a loan? You have a spouse and kids you need to support. A mortgage to pay off. You can’t afford to pause time. Again I say, debt is an extremely powerful tool. Do you think you will be happy when this happens?
For many, the problems that arise from a shitty job are buffered by the idea of retirement. Retirement calendars, which track the -years- you have left until you can quit and finally enjoy life, prove that this is a real problem. A person in retirement is essentially an ultimate consumer. It is socially accepted that “you did your time and now you are free to do whatever your heart desires!” Go travel! See the world! Do nothing for the rest of your life. But is that really what people want? I don’t agree. I see too many people who are so ready and willing to give up 20+ years of their to something they don’t particularly enjoy, simply so they can enjoy life more later on. There is a wonderful group of people who study for years to become doctors because they absolutely adore the job. They deal with the stressful environment not because of the paycheck, but because the smile that comes from their patients when they are told that they are going to recover rips at their heart strings. Still, too many see the paycheck and the easy way of life by way of an early retirement.
You can’t spend a quarter of your life doing something you dislike day-in and day-out and expect there to be no repercussions later in life. A quarter of your life is gone. Missing. Time will not rewind to recover those precious moments. The failures and the hardships; the experiences you should have had; the wonderful emotions happy or sad; You are a fool for having tried to sleep for 20 years straight in the hopes of never having to sleep again. And yet, you are not a fool. You did nothing wrong. You were told by society that this was the way. You were tricked. Everyone was tricked; Suckered into this marvelous scheme that no one can take credit for because even the “mastermind” has become drunk on the punch. It is now a self-sustaining cancer in our minds. How tragic…
Music is the ultimate analogy for life. It has a specific start and end and it even has rhythm – a designated pattern that all beats must follow. But the start and the end are no more important than the middle. The middle is no more important that the beginning and the end. All the notes are constantly changing, tumbling and twisting up and down along this scale. They change, but every solitary note is in harmony with the notes around it. How many musicians do you see recognized for composing a symphony with a disorganized, chaotic middle, but the most beautiful end this world has ever heard? Is that piece successful?
Take it upon yourself to re-evaluate your life and address why you are doing what you are doing. Why do you move in this way? Learn this particular subject? Believe in this particular thing? Live the way you do? If the answer involves no value, responsibility or immediate satisfaction then perhaps you are part of this epidemic of unhappiness (or will be soon). Do not fall for the trap that happiness can somehow arise from perpetual unhappiness.
